I've really enjoyed this break while we're waiting to start IVF. No early morning trips to the fertility clinic for blood tests and scans. No injections and medications. It's been a quiet few weeks and without all the added stress it's been good to take time and just relax.
When I first found out that our last IUI cycle had failed and we had to move on to IVF I had so many doubts and questions. Part of me wondered if this was a sign to stop ttc. I was scared of moving on to IVF, I hate going under general anesthetic and my clinic only does egg pick ups under a general. With the IUIs I was on a relatively small FSH dose, for IVF it will be doubled and the potential side effects make me nervous. Not to mention the cost and how we'd pay for it.
It's been five weeks since the negative beta and I feel rested and ready to move on to IVF. I'm really looking forward to starting the next cycle in the new year.
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